The Diary of Neshiyah

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The Diary of Neshiyah · Day 38

Day 38

The morning began with a quiet argument at the quarry. Nitzan Navon, the network technician, had come early to check a cable junction, but his eye caught something wrong with the stone blocks lined along the eastern wall. The survey listed six, but he counted seven. He counted again, moving his finger over each block, and still seven. He stood there a while, the wind pulling at his jacket, then walked back to the square without saying much. By mid-morning, Joel Gefen had found the same thing. He stood at the quarry's edge, hands on his hips, and called out to no one in particular, "This is wrong." The seventh block was the same grey stone as the others, same size, same moss at the base, but it had no chalk mark from the survey. It sat there like it had always been, and the men who passed it on their way to work did not stop to count.

At the north post, three people measured the fog with a rangefinder. Gilead Meron went first, then Efrat Kfir, then Hillel Barak. Each of them walked the same path from the post to the fog line, held the device steady, and read the distance. Going out, the meter read 212. Coming back, it read 196. The numbers did not change, no matter who held the device. Hillel Barak stood at the post for a long time after his second reading, turning the rangefinder over in his hands, then set it down on the grass as if it might bite him. None of them spoke of it, but all three walked back to town with the same measured step, as if they were counting something invisible.

On the square, the day turned sour. Phineas Tamir and Fernando came to blows over a chair. It started with a disagreement about whether the seventh block was a mistake or a message, and it ended with Phineas shoving Fernando onto the cobbles. Fernando got up, dusted his sleeves, and said, "You're not measuring anything, Phineas." Phineas walked away. A small crowd watched, then dispersed. No one was hurt, but the air felt thick with the need to find someone to blame.

Lior Shalev was fined by Guard Adah Kfir for measuring the fog with a reel. Adah stood over him by the west edge, holding the reel in one hand, and said, "The Council prefers people to stay at their work." Lior took the fine without arguing. He folded the paper and put it in his pocket, and as he walked back to the square, he looked at the fog and did not look away. The guards at the edges turned three people back that day: Liora Yaron at the west road, Seth Nir at the south road, Obed Kfir at the north road. Each of them had walked toward the fog with a tool or a notebook, and each of them came back, turned by a reminder that was polite, firm, and more than a little weary.

In the hall, the births came all at once. Tobiah Sharon's son Yonah was born in the morning. Liesl Kfir's son Jesse came at noon. By the afternoon, Elam Segal had two children, a daughter named Samuel and a son named Jael, twins. The midwives moved between beds in a quiet rhythm, and the hall smelled of clean linen and warm milk. But then the words came. Yonah woke from sleep and said, "The fog is just fog." Jesse said it too, hours later, in a voice that seemed too steady for a newborn. Samuel Segal said, "The fog does not measure the same twice," and the room went still. The nurses looked at each other but said nothing. Tobiah Sharon was the first to laugh, a nervous sound. He held his son and said, "It's nothing. They dream in riddles." But Elam Segal did not laugh. He stood by his wife's bed and held both of his children, one in each arm, and he looked at the wall as if he could see through it.

The old ones died in the same hall, quietly. Eli Zohar went at 108, asleep. Nitzan Segal went at 92, asleep. Miriam Navon went at 77, and people said she was still measuring. Amos Carmeli went at 100, asleep, with a smile that no one could confirm. Each death was logged by Garrin Zohar in the public ledger, and each time he wrote the date, he paused for a second longer. In the corner, Hadas Levin slept with the valley fever, and Ariel Kedem beside her, both lost to three days they could not remember.

By evening, the square was quiet. Noam Elon and Gideon Zohar sat on a bench and talked for a long while, their voices low and unhurried. Micah Kfir and Yarden Zohar did the same at the mill, the grindstone still, the air smelling of grain. Obed Nir came back from the river and told no one what he had seen, but he sat on his porch with his eyes open, watching the dark line of the fog. Tirzah Amir kept the seed in her palm, a small brown thing, foreign and dry, and she did not put it in a jar. She held it until her hand grew tired.

Liesl Kfir left the hall after her son was born, carrying Jesse back to the repair shop. She laid him in a cradle by the anvil, and for a moment she looked at the ash on the floor, at the tools hanging in order, and she said, "I built this. So who built the rest?" She did not answer herself. She turned to her work, pumping the bellows, the fire flickering and then roaring, and the sound of hammer on iron rang through the shop until late, a rhythm that said nothing and kept saying it.